Life is short, live life the way you love it
I am currently surfing the internet on something that I craze.
My husband and I shared quite a
different range of inspiration. I listen to opera because it gives me the sense
of art, placid, and a fortress from any external annoyance while I am doing my
work. Vintage describes me the most too. My husband knows best when it comes to
my cups of tea. I thanked him for supporting my muses. Not the opera, he begs
to differ.
Some people found sadness is an inspiration too. This time,
I beg to differ. I can’t really blend in with sadness. Blank, silence, and solitary
are all the results of sadness. Imagination and ideas fail miserably. I usually
took a dormant period first before strike it all back. Sadness brings me to my
private zone till I feel better. So for
those who can produce a masterpiece whilst in a deep grief, I salute you. However, when my grandmother passed away, I
was not spirited away like the usual She will. I still manage to cook, washing,
cleaning, and et cetera. When I feel like crying, I went to my husband’s lap,
toilet, or bed. After that, I continued my works. A little mature in embracing
sadness, I guess. Or it is true that sadness is also an inspiration. Maybe I
should learn to accept sadness as one the inspiration too, just like my husband
did.
Inspiration may come via people too. My biggest influencers are
the freelancer in Europe. Their surrounding environment, education, life style,
mind set and others are main contributor to my inspiration. I had followed and
keep in touch with a few of them for years. Sometimes, I shared my reading list
with my husband and it excites me when he reads it too. It excites me more when
he promised to take me to the opera house. Haha. He hates opera. Owh, my husband is one of my inspirations too.
That explained why he’s always in here. I just can’t exclude the word ‘husband’
in most of my writings.
Inspiration drives me to live life the way I love it. Do you know how many people out there don't really enjoy or happy with their life? I am a student. I have limitations but Allah's plan is beautiful. He gave me a man to lean on while I am pursuing more and more happiness in this temporary world. In exchange, I gave him happiness by being a wonderful wife. He once said that I am his greatest gift and I just can't be grateful enough to the Almighty. He bestowed me with happiness within my limitation. All praises to Him.
I am still not finish with my surfs as I wrote down this
one. It was a sudden feeling. I just
feel like splashing my thought. Well, lots to read, more to get inspire. Have a great day!
I think it's common for people to be inspired by sadness. When your heart is disturbed, be it by sadness, uneasiness and the likes, it puts you at the edge. Like when you are at the edge of a cliff, you would dare not to rest or sleep, your mind keeps moving, adrenalin is pumping, your nerves are all awoken. Basically, for some people, sadness and uneasiness will drive them to change. The best example would be the citizens of Gaza. In simpler cases, to me, writing when you are sad is simply a way to mend the broken heart. A way of channeling the negativity to something positive. Happiness makes people relax...best example, me!
ReplyDeleteWell it's kinda dark to let yourself vulnerable to sadness. Esp after you got married. There are certain private things that should remain private. We can't simply share the emotion. There's a limit when it comes to sadness, right?
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